My heart is really broken this time. I am devastated. I have nothing more to say. We had this conversation like a million times. I really gave up this time.

No words can describe how i feel now. My life is in a mess. I am a very bad person. I fall for someone whom i am not supposed to and disappointed someone who loved me alot. I just hope he will be well. I know he hates me so much now. He said that he regret knowing me and has wasted all these 7 years. I am not sure if he said that because he is angry now. But i am feeling very upset and miserable too. But this is the only thing i can do in order to be fair to him. I have to set him free. I am really very sorry. As i was typing this, tears are rolling down my cheeks. I am really feeling very sad....

From this day onwards, i am starting a new chapter of my life. Alone....