I just realised that i did not really move on. I was still like the same. Back to square one. Just like july. I thought i have moved on. Cos i am meeting and going out with different people and stuffs.

Anyway, i really felt so sick and tired of all these. We had this conversation like a thousand times. I have enough. I am not going to be hard on myself anymore. I really want to move on!!! I definitely deserve someone better. Alot better.

He is not that into me. And the fact is, I am not that into him either.....